Life is many things. We say it is beautiful, crazy, and too short. It can change instantly leaving you standing there clueless. I recently expirenced this myself. I have been living the good life my friends. I was blessed enough to stay at home all week and only work weekends. My husband was taking care of everything else. He started feeling loss of strength in his hands so his manager told him he had to see a doctor. The doctor he saw put him on medical leave. During this 3 week period they called to inform him that his job was no longer his. I am pretty much screwed. I have been looking for jobs all week to help with our bills and all of my searching has lead nowhere.
It is dishearting to say the least. I can only do so much. The pressure is on me and I can feel the fire on my face. Everyone keeps telling me "everthing will be okay." I am not so sure that everything will at this point. I know that I am determined to take this for what it is and try my best to change it. I am only so strong.
I did not write this blog post for pity, or sympathy. I wrote it to vent my emotions. I am good with words, I always have been. I can sit down and write exactly how I feel with passion. It is when I open my mouth when things get messed up.
I am going to get some sleep now.
END RANT
Kelly
"She always had that about her, that look of otherness, of eyes that see things much too far, and of thoughts that wander off the edge of the world"
