Hello world.
I typically do the same thing every single day. I am in a repeating cycle of doom. We have all been there a few times. Life just becomes this way and the next thing you know you are just here. Physically you are normal, but inside of your head you are just day dreaming. Is it just me?
It is so hard being the person people come to for help. I have wonderful advice to give others. I believe it is because It is what I need to hear, but I never take my own advice. I listen to these problems and the more I hear the more I realize we all lie. We all get on our Facebook pages and we tell all of the good times. We document all of our adventures, but sometimes things are not what they seem. When other people look into my life, I am not sure what they see. I honestly do not care. The only thing I do not put on Facebook is my personal issues. I rarely do the rant posts.
I was having a conversation with a co-worker early and it has really stuck with me. I saw the same hurt in her eyes, that I see every day when I look into the mirror. I smile and put on my perfect plastic face and no one even knows of the dark storm swirling within my inner thoughts. She did not realize I had faced similar problems as I was just as unaware of hers. We both perceived things to be okay. It came to me.... are we all struggling?
-Kelly Rose
