He said, She said...Then there was the truth.

What do I see, When I see you?

What do I see?

I see nothing...

All the times

That you told me

I was wrong, I was crazy..

Just when I started to believe...

You saw the change in me.

What does he see, when he sees me?

What does he see?

He saw nothing...

All the times

That I told him

He was wrong, He was crazy...

Just when he started to believe...

He saw the change in me.

I wrote this song in like 10 minutes. I have been struggling with writing music lately because I am always writing what I think people want to hear. I chose a different approach with this piece. I actually just sang and strummed my guitar and it all came together very fast. I wrote this song because in relationships it is the same thing on both sides but different. He said, she said then the truth.

I didn't follow my typical song writing process at all on this one. I love it. It is just me and my guitar and a lot of passion at the moment. I have no outlet so here I am...

Kelly Rose

Phoenix.

Today was far from a normal day for me. I awoke to find a new sense of purpose. My mind racing with so many questions. I felt frightened, delirious, anxious all at once. It was just like Lang Leav described it to be;

"He swept in like a Tsunami, wave after wave and I didn't stand a chance."

I felt like I was hit with a Tsunami. I saw it coming but it did not make the impact less harrowing.  The damage has been done and there is no going back. I now stand in a pile of the destruction that I helped create. It is all around me and I do not even know where to begin. I guess the bright side is that it is a beginning. A scary scary beginning, I am not ready for. I feel as though I am a nestling learning to fly for the first time. 

I am not going to fix anything... I am going to rise from that destruction a stronger version of myself. I am a phoenix. 

-Kelly Rose