What is Love.

What is love?

It is an age old question. If you look love up in the dictionary you will see that love is defined as the following.

LOVE

noun: An intense feeling of deep affection.

Verb: Feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to (someone).

I think love is more than what can be defined. How do you put these deep emotional feelings into words. When I think of love all kinds of emotions run to my mind. It is the way he grabs me by the back of my neck and kisses me, as he stops he just lays there and breaths onto me. I feel the passion, I feel a burn. It is the way he tries to save me at all cost, never once leaving me behind. It is the way I am bound to him. I am compelled by him. I am captivated by him.

Have you ever felt like you just knew someone. Like they were always there. Maybe they were in another life. Star crossed lovers if you will. I normally wouldn't believe in all that mushy love stuff, however I believe in this. I believe because I feel it every time he touches me. It reminds me that I do know him, I know him well. I have been there before. I have felt those lips upon mine. That is something I cannot forget. 

When you truly love there is no other you think about. They haunt your every thought. When you close your eyes and imagine their face you can almost taste them on your lips, smell them on your being. They say love is kind. Love is far from kind. It is brutal. It will break you down, it will inspire you. It will become you.

I have loved you in another universe and in another time. You bring life into my life. I love you.

Kelly Rose

Oklahoma winds.

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When I look back on this date I will remember exactly where I was, who I was with, and how I felt.  I was at my job running down a hallway, as the lights flickered on and off. I was holding hands with my co-worker running to the safe spot in the middle of the casino. The tornado that hit Moore, Oklahoma today was very close to where I call home. Moore is a place that I go to all the time. It is literally the next town over. I have not seen the devastation in person yet because the highway is closed, however the images that the news is showing is absolutely heartbreaking. I want to let all the families know they are in my heart forever. 

The sadness I feel is overbearing. The thought of a tornado is so scary. If you have never been around one or only seen them on TV. I can tell you now that is how you want to see one. Being near one or in the middle of one is a nightmare. I still remember the first tornado I witnessed. If you are from here you know the one. May 3rd is not just another day in Oklahoma. It was a day that we lost our mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, and friends. It was the strongest tornado recorded at the time. I still remember where I was that day. It is actually quite a funny story. 

The year was 1999. The sky started ringing the loudest sounds I had ever heard. It sang a song that told everyone around to get underground right now. My family did not have a shelter so we went into this huge ditch and put mattresses over us. I look back on this memory and realize how ridiculous this was. My family also would go to the bridge and hide underneath it. As many of you know both of these things were not going to save me or my family. I told you it was kind of funny. 

Is it not strange how when a traumatic event happens we remember every detail of that day. This is one of those days. I wont be able to forget. When I hear that siren fill the air I will think twice about how I handle future warnings. If anybody feels the same as I do, or has a question I will be right here. I know that we will overcome all of this. We always do! I am very proud of my state today. My thoughts are with every one of you.

Kelly Rose

Shooting Star.

This week has been a strange one. I feel like so much is going on in my life. I also have realized that when I keep busy I am a happier person in general. It is when I am left alone to my thoughts where the worst part of me emerges. Things in my life seem to be looking up. I am a firm believer in what I call the "sling shot effect". If you have never heard such a thing, allow me to explain. Life pulls you down. At times it might pull you so far you wont believe in anything but the bad. It is pulling you back to shoot you forward. You do not deserve the good, if you cannot go through the bad. In my opinion at least. 

My sling shot has shot me forward. I am not going to let it take all the credit though. I helped a little. 

At this moment I am listening to Hello Goodbye- In your arms in acoustic. I do not know about you guys, but there is nothing I love more than acoustic. It is beautiful. Please do press that play button. 

Well guys It is already 1am here so I am going to get some sleep. I will be back next time. 

Kelly Rose

Since I've Been Gone.

Hello world. I have been absent for quite some time. I have been too preoccupied with work. While I was away I did many things. Some are not so great. That picture right there pretty much explains itself. I had a delicious coffee. 

I watched my daughter play outside. She is growing up right before my very eyes. Each day I try to measure how big she is beside me. I cherish every day with her. Everyone always tells you that the time flies. I have witnessed this myself. The years just flying by. 

As I previously mentioned some are not so great. I got a hot new pair of shades! 











I did some modeling...

Emol&Kelly

I went to the Norman Music Festival. I had a blast with my husband and friends. We filled Sonic cups with vodka and slush. They were extremely strong. We had a blast.







The night before me and my husband walked around the festival. When we were going to leave it started raining. We had to walk blocks to our car in the pouring down rain.  I always saw on romantic movies people would kiss in the rain. We tried it, it was nice. We didn't even run to the car just walked. It was fun.




I HAD A BIRTHDAY!!!!!
You are now looking at a 24 year old. I did not make big plans for my birthday. I was broke and it fell on a Wednesday. I did however go to a passion party. At this passion party I had a penis cookie.



As you can see I have been way too busy.
I need to go put my little one to bed. I will see you guys next time. 

-Kelly Rose